Going through changes-For the better
It has been almost four years since I have wrote anything on this blog. Honestly, I had forgotten about it because I have been so busy living life. That last four years have included crappy and joyous experiences. For a short summary, I officially was divorced in 2015 and claimed bankruptcy in 2015. C and I decided to get pregnant in 2016 and buy a house and then in 2017 we had a wonderful baby boy, M. To say I have changed would be an understatement, I am a still me but I am more balanced and hell a more happy. When I read my past posts on this blog, I realize just how depressed and sad I was in 2013-2015. I was so lost with my work, my personal relationships, financially, and the relationship that I had with my mom. Over the last few years, I have realized that my mom has borderline personality disorder and I have lived with that my entire life. Then there is possibility that I have had endometriosis since puberty and I have been dealing with pain
